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so freaking emo now… mayb cos of wat i heard last nite… the nite before… i was so freaking tramatised by one of my dearie msg… they have broken up cos.. he had a 3rd party… is like… i dunoe y… my this group of gfs have like the most stable relationships compared to my other frds.. in my eyes… they are all ready to walk down the aisle and say i do to their partners… tat msg really shook up my usually stable world.. mayb is the feeling of… the world is juz so darn cruel…

on mon nite.. upon receiving the sms… i was like in shock… it was 2am in the morn…i din noe wat to do and i din wan to call her… noe she will totally break down if i call her. i could only sms her… she took comfort in my words and she did slp a little… for me… for the next hr… i could not close my eyes… i was too darn angry at the LITTLE pc of shit… how dare he hurt her.. he is totally NOT A MAN…

the nx day… my thots was on the situation… to me it juz seems soooo senseless. how could all this happened??? me and the gals met up tat nite… she talked… she dug out all the info from him… thru out the conversation… i was like ranting at the bastard… cos… my dearie… may not be the perfect gf, but she was one of those faithful kind… got issues… work it out… got prob… talk it out…yes she throw temper too.. but pls pls plsssssssss tell me which gal dont?? he say… he really find that bitch special… machim like god’s gift to him…and say like… there is something in her tat u dun have…. plsssssssssssssssssssssssss….my dearie’s heart is breaking and U continue pouring praise of love on tat BITCH…do you have  heart or wat… the BITCH ate it up ar…*thru out the conversation… my dearie’s eye was red and watery… but she din cry… tat is how she is… so darn strong*

at the pt… i really really feel like slapping him… it was like a 5 yr relationship… she gone thru the worst stage in his life WIF him…she has not even tasted the good and he does tis to her!!!  yes i noe my dearie is ur 1ST gf… i noe u FELT u din PLAY enuff… but tat is NOT a FREAKING REASON to BREAK my DEARIE’s HEART!! at least u COULD have BEEN a MAN and break up wif my dearie before going ALL THE WAY wif tat BITCH… i have plenty of frds… gals OR guys… who married their 1st bf/gf… and they are FREAKING HAPPY wif their lives… gosh… tat was like wat happen last nite during our talk… i was so darn pissed off…

i am NEVER going to believe guy’s crap talk of…"u are so darn special to me…" bla bla bla… guys always wan the best.. they keep searching and changing gfs like pcs of cloth… looking for the most trendy one… is like.. i am so deillusioned by man…

i noe.. is a fact… man breaks woman’ heart, woman breaks man’s heart too… at least be DECENT abt it… if u tink u lost the feeling… at least try to rekindle it… if cant… break up… dun use the other as a spare tyre till u found another…

i have heard of others too… men… who are married… can tell my gfs…"is u i love". WTF… ur wives are wat… flower vase to put at home ar… U ARE MARRIED FOR GOD SAKE…HAVE THE DECENCY TO TINK abt UR WIVE’S feeling…or do you tink once married…ur wives suddenly have no emotions??? U DARE TO INVITE my GFS up for some hanky panky??? that is u and ur wife lovenest for god sake..

gosh. i am definately in a bad mood today… juz so freaking deillusioned by this word LOVE… is there even such a thing existing in our world now?

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